AS Thanksgiving nears.....

I realize I have so much to be thankful for....I have a family that loves me very much. A boyfriend who loves me very much even though I bug him alot. I have wonderful Amazing friends who are there no matter what and so supportive! Also that I havent been very sick this semester as in semesters past (unless you count that yucky face infection). Also that I wasnt severly hurt in the car accident I was in last week. Also that it only involved me spinning out on that ramp. Also that Bobby was mad at me for breaking his car and causing 4 grand worth of damage to it which thankfully will be covered by insurance! Also that school is going well and that I truely love teaching......it is the most amazing profession I could have chosen!

Yes, We CanCan We Build It?

"Yes, We Can!" Its horrible that everytime I hear Obama say "Yes, We Can" I think..........Bob the Builder! I know random thought cya!

Is it weird????

That I just found out one of my friends is pregnat, and though Im worried for her, since this was unplanned, Im also jealous. I feel like I have alot of friends having babies....and though its fun to babysit and to be able to give them back.....I really want a baby of my own with Bobby....probably doesnt help that I had Lance harrassing me last night at Maxs about when Bobby and I are getting married and having a boat load of babies. Damn Lance for putting those thoughts in my head grrrrr.....ugh ok lesson planning and bed night.

Cannot believe....

That the same people who voted for Obama are now trying to send out petitions against partial birth abortions and allowing the surviving babies of abortions to die anyway. Seriously had you done your research you would have already of known that before you voted for the man.....It was one of the main reasons I did not vote for him....the best way I have heard it put is "even in other countires, if you survive the firing squad they let you go" How could you be for killing a baby who survived an attemtped murder! Another way I heard it is would you bury someone you werent entirely sure they were dead or alive? More then likely no you would not, so why would you kill a fetus/baby when you can not prove for certain whether or not it can be considered to be alive! Just un believe able, it is sad that this race was won based on color and not on the issues at hand.

In other news the semester is almost over lots to do and still teaching full time so should be fun :-) Well Im gonna go see ya later!

Great News!

Bobby came home on Friday and it was the reunion I was hoping for.....the last several days have been wonderful! Here's hoping that it can stay this way!

Thursday I went out with my friend Sarah...that was an interesting night.......lets just say I drank on an empty stomach and didnt realize that wasnt a great idea till the next day!

Attempting to play pool....

Looking very serious, while lining up a shot....
Me and Sarah! I was pretty tipsy by this point....
and yet another picture of me attempting to play pool.....
Sarah!
Sarah and I again.....I was GONE!!!!
Some random guy that kept trying to talk to me and I wouldnt give him a chance.....he was weird.....As you can tell by his attempt at dancing here!Not even present lol (couldnt even feel my nose or fingers)

Alright well I am off of here for now.....going to try to keep busy because its 5 am and I havent been to bed and theres no sense in me going now....thankfully theres no kids today at school!

Still Struggling......

All I keep reminding myself is that I love him and he is who I want to be with. I willing to fight for him, to push for what we both have been striving for, for so long. I hoping and praying that we are all right and that we can get back to life as usual though not talking to him has been very difficult. In the end all I want is for him to be happy.....so if that means I need to let him go, than I have to let him go.....even though Im really hoping that him being happy means we can be together....I know I know.....so I read something interesting today. A quote to live by we should "Love through it all" So pretty much that means, love through the good and the bad and the really ugly and sometimes love does mean letting go. Even if you really dont want too. SO sleepy....ok gonna finish stuff and go. bye

Interviews

Went Amazingly well, I have no idea why I was so nervous. I had one principle out right say that if I was graduating in december she would hire me right now! So that was freakin' awesome I walked out of that interview with a huge smile! Baltimore County's interview was a little harder to judge.....I think they are trained to just ask the questions and take notes on our answers and not really interact or show emotion. But the woman that interviewed me was a middle school principal and she said that I should my content praxis(math, reading, science, etc.), so im guessing that is a really good thing! If only I felt like I could handle middle schoolers lol. In other news....Life hasnt been too bad...I still really hate not talking to Bobby.....Im hoping that he calls soon :-\ saying that he misses me. Than we can catch up and I tell him everything he's been missing