NaBloPoMo Day 2

Well today is going to be a short one kids because i need to leave for work in 15 min. So yesterday I failed to mention my spectacular sleeping habits. Saturday I slept from 1:30am-2pm....almost 12 hours straight....was up till 4 pm then fell back alseep for another 2 hours... Sunday I slept till 10 am and then this morning woke up at 2 am got sick fell back asleep till my alarm went off went to work, till 8:30, went to Freds to hang out with Dan, fell back asleep for another hour and a half, and I feel like I could go to bed right now and sleep till tomorrow morning....I dunno....Im exhausted though....im hoping its the time change, and the weather thats making me feel this way and that Im not sick....Alright got some stuff to do before heading back to work...so ill see yall later!

NaBloPoMo

So I decided to do NaBloPoMo which is National Blogging Month because I saw that my friend Dawn was doing it and my loving fiancee has been whining that I haven't blogged much lately....so today is day one and my introduction!

Life has been hectic...and I am hoping to have at least some what of a routine with blogging. As of Wednesday I will no longer work for celebree....I enjoy substituting way to much not to do it....and hopefully Ill be able to get my name and face out there to be hired as a teacher! I have exactly 2 weeks before I take Praxis 2.....guess I need to buckle down and start studying again....whooops! lol...

So clocks were set back an hour last night....and here begins my struggle with winter....I hate that it is dark by 6:30pm....if not earlier....it kills me....I feel like I have no time to do anything during the day, and I begin to feel anxious over everything....the last four or five days Ive felt anxious and have tried to handle it well...and I was alittle confused by how I was feeling but now I understand my body was trying to say "hey, cass pay attention this is the time of year you LOVE HATE!" Im already worrying about the holidays and stressing out about them. I know it seems silly....but being around a ton of people all in one day....not my idea of a good time....but I have Dan this year, and I know he will be able to help me get through it as he always does....

Speaking of Dan, he has started back to work! His foot has been hurting him a good deal, so the physical therapist gave him a walking boot that he wears during work but besides that he has been doing well! ( I love you, BABE!)

Alright...wrote way more then i expected to lol....Time to go Dan should be off of work soon!

Congrats....

To my blogger friend, Stephanie! This morning she gave birth to her healthy and precious son! YAY!

It is October

and its been raining for almost a week straight now....I am so over this weather it is not even funny. I was transferred to a different center and I hate it....but it came with a raise so I guess for now I need to hush up. I am looking for new work though.....I am so miserable with this company it is unreal. I actually had my first panic attack in a long time last Wednesday night over how things are going at work. Then on Thursday my first verbal disagreement ever with a person in management, in the past I may have disagreed with how management handled things but I kept my thoughts to my self.....not this time though....I doubt it did any good....and I was threatened with replacement if I did not fall into line like I was expected too....which is fine....if you want to replace me go ahead and do so.....the next time Im threatened with that Ill walk out on them....I was given a lead on a job with the government so we will see.....

ce a childs behavior! 4 1/2 more hrs...someone please save me!

is worse! It is pure chaos! The teacher has done nothing but yell and be negative towards the children and snaps at me when i try to positively re-enfor

Oh my! It has been one of those days already. I miss my usual kids, the class i am in is a kindergarten readiness class. The kids are bad and the teacher