So ya know...

That test I referred too that we were hoping it came back negative....well we did the test tonight and it was positive....

Dan though saying he is excited is probably scared shitless.....

and I am terrified.......

Did it twice and both came back positive well before the 3 min. time limit......

Oh and if your friends with me on facebook or myspace and your reading this please do not post anything on either of those sites just yet..... we're waiting till after the holiday's to officially break the news...

Dan and I are actually more scared to tell my parents, then to be in the position we're in. Def. need to set up a drs. appt. just to be sure though and to get started on care.....goodbye caffinee....and chocolate and every other yummy thing that comes out for the holiday's.....need to check if I can be weened off my happy meds or if I have to quit cold turkey.....

So much to think about, so much to do.....Im still in shock....though I keep telling myself...hey at least you got through college first, and at least your engaged....that's more then what most people from Dundalk can say.....though I know my parents will not feel the same way....

how do we tell them? how would you want to know?

Even just within the few hours of knowing, I know I already love this little being.....

I just dont want to screw up......