Need to....

Bitch.....Hormones are in full swing so here it goes....

I forgot to tell one of my friends Im preggo....and getting married....this is a friend I barely talk to anymore....and someone who always has sided with Bobby on everything.....

and her feelings are hurt! Im sorry maybe its just the hormones, but I mean really....I hardly talk to you anymore. The only time i talk to you is on facebook.....I found out who you were dating through facebook....and dont get me wrong Im happy for you, but it is insane that you would believe my lying, cheating ex over someone you claim to be your best friend.... so yes, I guess we really are just facebook/myspace friends....

In other news....parents took the whole preggo thing better then to be expected but not as well as Dans parents did....and yes we're getting married before my sister leaves for 13 months. So sorry blogging world life has been hectic, and ive been exhausted and sick....sinus infections while preggo sucks big time!

Ok Im gonna lay down for alittle while....just had to get that out!

So ya know...

That test I referred too that we were hoping it came back negative....well we did the test tonight and it was positive....

Dan though saying he is excited is probably scared shitless.....

and I am terrified.......

Did it twice and both came back positive well before the 3 min. time limit......

Oh and if your friends with me on facebook or myspace and your reading this please do not post anything on either of those sites just yet..... we're waiting till after the holiday's to officially break the news...

Dan and I are actually more scared to tell my parents, then to be in the position we're in. Def. need to set up a drs. appt. just to be sure though and to get started on care.....goodbye caffinee....and chocolate and every other yummy thing that comes out for the holiday's.....need to check if I can be weened off my happy meds or if I have to quit cold turkey.....

So much to think about, so much to do.....Im still in shock....though I keep telling myself...hey at least you got through college first, and at least your engaged....that's more then what most people from Dundalk can say.....though I know my parents will not feel the same way....

how do we tell them? how would you want to know?

Even just within the few hours of knowing, I know I already love this little being.....

I just dont want to screw up......

I got

part of my results for Praxis II the multiple choice section I passed still waiting to hear about the written part!

Hello blogging world

I am still alive.....I just have been uber busy.....babysitting.....long term subbing in a high school family studies class.....lets just say if I could handle them I can handle just about anything!

Sometime this week I get my scores for Praxis II lets pray I pass.....

Theres another test I may need to take....but we're hoping that one comes back with a negative score on it.

and thats about it for now.....Im tired as crap....oh long term subbing for high school is over for now....hopefully Ill get another long term postition in an elementary school! Alrighty....I must go now. Cya!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

Just wanted to put that out in the blogging world! Also.....I total sneak attacked a students Ipod yesterday! It was super cool! Ill explain...lata!

Cassie

Yeah yeah I know I totally suck at...

blogging everyday! So New news, I am now the newest long term substitute at Dundalk High School. For a Family Studies teacher....so its interesting to say the least. The first day went by in a blur but went well. Friday was another story. My First class is Decisions in Family Living....so far not to bad, and its a good group of kids. My second and third classes are both food and nutrition classes....yeah, Ms. I love fast food and funk food, and cant cook to save her life... is teaching Foods and Nutrition....what is up with that? Anyway, these kids range from pleasent to down right iggnorant...and with my temper and relfexive nature to snap back I am in for one heck of a ride so please, Please, PLEASE pray for me with these two classes! My last class is Intro to Human Services. The last two days we have been learning about HIV and AIDS, Here is how our conversation went for about 5 minutes:

Student A: Ms. Hickey, theres this woman and she's 6months pregnat, can you hit
the baby in the head with your thing and could it cause brain damage?

Me: Um, Thats really not an appriopriate question to be asking right now.

Student B: Yes, you can hit the baby in the head and it can cause brain damage.

Student A: Why not we're talking about how HIV and AIDS are spread and we
started talking about sex.

Department head: Yes you can touch the baby while having intercourse, most women
find it uncomfortable during the later months of their pregnacy, and we
are not discussing this any furthur at this time, if you are interested in
this you can take a child development course or ask your parents
any questions you may have.

Needless to say I was very grateful to my department head for saving me from anymore embarrassment. All I could do was laugh at the question and the girl that answered him in sincerity....*Sighs* No wonder there are so many unplanned pregnanceies at this high school....these kids probably think if you have sex in weird postions or in the water you dont need to use protection!

I such a screw up...i feel like nothing i do is right and that sometimes i should just stay in bed.