an end

So the road was chosen for me. By Bobby. He found out that I had kissed Dan and then lied about it and also lied about wanting to move out. I only lied because I wasnt entirely sure of what I wanted to do. I knew I would more then likely move out but I just wanted to get through school before making any rash desicions. So for now, I am back at my parents house. I am not very happy about that but oh well. Thats life I guess. For those of you asking well how did he find out you were lying, the answer is I dont know. I have some theories but thats all that they are, theories. The one that seems most likely is that he was monitoring my lap top usage. If that is the case though then I am glad to be out. Bobby supposively doesnt care. Which if that is the case then we shouldnt be together anyway. Maybe if I felt like he cared I wouldnt of went looking elsewere. It wasnt like I didnt love him, I just got tired of not feeling like I meant anything to him. I understand that finaincially he took care of me, but my emotional needs were rarely met this last year and a half. I tried hanging out with friends, spending more time with my family, etc. But none of that filled the hole that was there that he use to fill in my heart. Another sign he didnt care, he just wouldnt talk to me any more. If something bothered him or him happy it didnt matter I rarely was allowed to see that side of him. In other news, Dan and I went on our first offical date last night, I know I get thrown out earlier in the day and then go on a date later that night.....doesnt look very good. But anyway, we went to see watchmen.....very dumb. Unless youve read the comic books you dont get it and neither dan or I understood it. It was a very nice first date though :-)....ok muchkin kid sounds like he may be waking up. Ttyl