ce a childs behavior! 4 1/2 more hrs...someone please save me!

is worse! It is pure chaos! The teacher has done nothing but yell and be negative towards the children and snaps at me when i try to positively re-enfor

Oh my! It has been one of those days already. I miss my usual kids, the class i am in is a kindergarten readiness class. The kids are bad and the teacher

I feel....

like I live in a prison....I mean, I have to ask for permission to stay out late, or to even go to the hospital when several of the club brothers got into an accident and were taken to an out of state hosptial....Now its not even about my safety, its about the control....I know it is...and its crap....no I do not have a full time job but I am being paid $11 an hour which is more than what I would be paid working full time in retail...if I were even able to work full time in retail....no I dont do shit around the house because I dont see them on Princess Shannons case about anything.....Im tired of being crapped on by them.... Im tired of Shannon getting everything she wants....and them treating me like the black sheep....Im tired of only my faults being recognised by them and not my successes....like graduating.... I graduated....more than what they accomplished more than what shannon has accomplished...and nope...shannon is perfect and cassie fucks up all the time....yes, I know Im having a pity party right now....ok....Im gonna go...bye,

Just to let everyone know...

I am still alive I got the job at celebree and I start tomorrow morning! YAY! ok ill update some other time Im exhausted night!

FLipping out and wasting time....

SO I got the interview with Celebree...and one days notice to prepare for it....AHHHHH!!!! So I have a partial portfolio to rebuild, and trying to find something that looks business casual to wear....cause lord knows all my dress clothes are still pack away!Here's hoping and praying I get the job!