Friday, November 28, 2008

SO much for my happy ending.......

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
[ My Happy Ending Lyrics on ]

Just frustrated and annoyed to Bobby my feelings are not number 1 and I'm pretty sure that they should be. Bobby and his brother decided that we would have thanksgiving dinner here at our house. I do not remember either of them telling me this....that's a pretty big deal and one I would have put my foot down on. Its a big deal because I have my portfolio due next week and his parents smoke....I don't want my house smelling like smoke, I don't want my clothes smelling like smoke...and I really do not like the fact that now I am more likely to get a sinus infection from being around the smoke or worse bronchitis. Well I flipped out on Bobby and somehow out of my flipping out he took away that I wanted him to ask permission to have dinner here.....well no but I wish you would have asked me what my thoughts were on it since this is my house too. Evidently Im in the wrong for that as welll......its just a nasty power struggle on his end. Plus his brother keeps going to him and saying how I do nothing around the house...thats right I dont you know why because I teach all freakin' day when I get home Im beat....then I still have to lesson plan or do other work for school....seriously people do you think I want to do anything else.....and instead of Bobby standing up for me....he decides to bitch at me because thats easier than telling his brother he knows where the door is at if he's not happy here. SO Ive decided that if he behavior doesnt change and he doesnt start putting me first Im done Im gone Im leaving....

Saturday, November 22, 2008

AS Thanksgiving nears.....

I realize I have so much to be thankful for....I have a family that loves me very much. A boyfriend who loves me very much even though I bug him alot. I have wonderful Amazing friends who are there no matter what and so supportive! Also that I havent been very sick this semester as in semesters past (unless you count that yucky face infection). Also that I wasnt severly hurt in the car accident I was in last week. Also that it only involved me spinning out on that ramp. Also that Bobby was mad at me for breaking his car and causing 4 grand worth of damage to it which thankfully will be covered by insurance! Also that school is going well and that I truely love is the most amazing profession I could have chosen!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Yes, We CanCan We Build It?

"Yes, We Can!" Its horrible that everytime I hear Obama say "Yes, We Can" I think..........Bob the Builder! I know random thought cya!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Is it weird????

That I just found out one of my friends is pregnat, and though Im worried for her, since this was unplanned, Im also jealous. I feel like I have alot of friends having babies....and though its fun to babysit and to be able to give them back.....I really want a baby of my own with Bobby....probably doesnt help that I had Lance harrassing me last night at Maxs about when Bobby and I are getting married and having a boat load of babies. Damn Lance for putting those thoughts in my head grrrrr.....ugh ok lesson planning and bed night.

Cannot believe....

That the same people who voted for Obama are now trying to send out petitions against partial birth abortions and allowing the surviving babies of abortions to die anyway. Seriously had you done your research you would have already of known that before you voted for the man.....It was one of the main reasons I did not vote for him....the best way I have heard it put is "even in other countires, if you survive the firing squad they let you go" How could you be for killing a baby who survived an attemtped murder! Another way I heard it is would you bury someone you werent entirely sure they were dead or alive? More then likely no you would not, so why would you kill a fetus/baby when you can not prove for certain whether or not it can be considered to be alive! Just un believe able, it is sad that this race was won based on color and not on the issues at hand.

In other news the semester is almost over lots to do and still teaching full time so should be fun :-) Well Im gonna go see ya later!

Monday, November 3, 2008

Great News!

Bobby came home on Friday and it was the reunion I was hoping for.....the last several days have been wonderful! Here's hoping that it can stay this way!

Thursday I went out with my friend Sarah...that was an interesting night.......lets just say I drank on an empty stomach and didnt realize that wasnt a great idea till the next day!

Attempting to play pool....

Looking very serious, while lining up a shot....
Me and Sarah! I was pretty tipsy by this point....
and yet another picture of me attempting to play pool.....
Sarah and I again.....I was GONE!!!!
Some random guy that kept trying to talk to me and I wouldnt give him a chance.....he was weird.....As you can tell by his attempt at dancing here!Not even present lol (couldnt even feel my nose or fingers)

Alright well I am off of here for now.....going to try to keep busy because its 5 am and I havent been to bed and theres no sense in me going now....thankfully theres no kids today at school!


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