Tuesday, December 30, 2008
In other news, men are still confusing. Enough said.
Not really sure how things are with Bobby and I, I think we are ok after me telling him that he needed to look at the positive when it came to me instead of the negative.
Ok gonna go......
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
I'm also beyond annoyed with my family. I think my parents forgot how much they fought when I was little....I mean it was ridiculous! Ive been with Bobby for 4 years straight we've lived together for 3 years of course we're going to fight! Of course one of us is going to leave on occasion to cool off and the other will not want to talk about it with their family! I understand that Bobby and I aren't married but still if you love someone you stick it out whether there is a piece of paper there or not! Then my little sister trying to lecture me on my BAD choices.....seriously if she wants to go there Ill go there....my decisions have been no where near life threatening as hers were....and I told her that the decisions she was making werent wise and then I backed off....I didnt fight her, I never judged her, I never went crying to my parents because I didnt know how to handle the concern I felt.....no you dont want to listen thats fine, youll figure it out on your on. I mean seriously, my sister is concerned over hearsay, and one little bickering session that was forgotten before the day was even over with! Whatever...... I dont like drama....I try to keep my life as drama free as possible.....with an anxiety/depression disorder I mean I need to keep myself drama free and then I have friends who for whatever reason have to go run their mouths off and start shit....grrr....whatever....Im going to bed....just done with it....I feel alittle better now :-) Night!
P.S. Dawn, just let me know if you need me to watch the kiddies! Thank you for your encouragement!*hugs*
Friday, December 12, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
[ My Happy Ending Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]
Just frustrated and annoyed to Bobby my feelings are not number 1 and I'm pretty sure that they should be. Bobby and his brother decided that we would have thanksgiving dinner here at our house. I do not remember either of them telling me this....that's a pretty big deal and one I would have put my foot down on. Its a big deal because I have my portfolio due next week and his parents smoke....I don't want my house smelling like smoke, I don't want my clothes smelling like smoke...and I really do not like the fact that now I am more likely to get a sinus infection from being around the smoke or worse bronchitis. Well I flipped out on Bobby and somehow out of my flipping out he took away that I wanted him to ask permission to have dinner here.....well no but I wish you would have asked me what my thoughts were on it since this is my house too. Evidently Im in the wrong for that as welll......its just a nasty power struggle on his end. Plus his brother keeps going to him and saying how I do nothing around the house...thats right I dont you know why because I teach all freakin' day when I get home Im beat....then I still have to lesson plan or do other work for school....seriously people do you think I want to do anything else.....and instead of Bobby standing up for me....he decides to bitch at me because thats easier than telling his brother he knows where the door is at if he's not happy here. SO Ive decided that if he behavior doesnt change and he doesnt start putting me first Im done Im gone Im leaving....
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Sunday, November 9, 2008
In other news the semester is almost over lots to do and still teaching full time so should be fun :-) Well Im gonna go see ya later!
Monday, November 3, 2008
Thursday I went out with my friend Sarah...that was an interesting night.......lets just say I drank on an empty stomach and didnt realize that wasnt a great idea till the next day!
Attempting to play pool....
Looking very serious, while lining up a shot....
Me and Sarah! I was pretty tipsy by this point....
and yet another picture of me attempting to play pool.....
Sarah and I again.....I was GONE!!!!
Some random guy that kept trying to talk to me and I wouldnt give him a chance.....he was weird.....As you can tell by his attempt at dancing here!Not even present lol (couldnt even feel my nose or fingers)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
The smell of autumn fills the air
Thoughts of childhood fill my mind.
Raking leaves just to fall into the pile
to first brush with falling in love.
The scent of falling leaves drifts by
taking me with it back to a first look,
a first touch, a first kiss.
The sound of fallen leaves under my feet
speak a reminder
of the nervousness and fear of the unknown.
The brisk air a reminder to excitement felt,
the wonder of falling so hard, so fast. Is he for real?
Does he mean what he says?
Dreams of snuggling close by a fire
Lovingly holding each other.
With time dreams fade
and even though together
its not the same.
Just questioning where I'm at and where I want to be. Had anyone told me back when I was a carefree teenager that I would take 6 years to get through college to become an Elementary School teacher who lives with her boyfriend, I would have told them they were nuts. I don't regret any of the choices that I have made. But I do wish that I hadn't let certain events effect my confidence, or my attitude. But oh well....thats life....and I lost my train of thought so im gonna go now!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
But Im puzzled at the same time....once again I see friends and even family having babies and I think...that could have been me. If I hadnt broken up with Bobby when I had 4 years ago...we'd be married and probably would have a kid or kids of our own. Theres a part of me thats glad that we didnt because theres a very good chance I would not be anywhere near graduating but than at the same time....I want a family of my own....yeah borrowing other peoples kids is nice and I get my baby fix.....but then it makes me want to have my own family even more. I long for a little one to fill my arms....to have the sleepless nights, and getting to see all the firsts....I want to know what its like to have a baby growing inside of me, to feel it move, to kick, to hiccup. I know by waiting Ill value my family even more but I ache for little ones to be running around my house....driving me up a wall. I dunno....Well its time for a shower and to get lesson planning done for the week....Ill write more later!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
All from http://www.dumblaws.com/
Dumb Laws in Maryland....
- Oral sex can not be given or received anywhere.
- Thistles may not grow in one’s yard.
- It’s illegal to throw bales of hay from a second-story window within the city limits.
- It’s illegal to take a lion to the movies. (Who took a lion to a movie to prompt this law?)
- It is a park rule violation to be in a public park with a sleeveless shirt. (Were they trying to make it harder to work on our tans?)
- No person who is a “tramp” or “vagrant” shall loiter in any park at any time. (Um.....where are the police at in Dundalk for this one...oh that's right half the neighborhood would be behind bars)
- It is a violation of city code to sell chicks or ducklings to a minor within 1 week of the Easter holiday. (Ya know, I kinda agree with this one but how about to adults too. These types of animals take a lot of work)
- Though you may spit on a city roadway, spitting on city sidewalks is prohibited.
- You may not curse inside the city limits. (I guess for both of these laws there's not enough paper in the world to write the amount of tickets needed)
- It is illegal to use profane language on a playground. (I get this one no one wants their kids to be exposed to that on the playground)
- Knocking stones into a public park is prohibited. (huh? Don't most parks already have stones and rocks in them?)
- Persons may not swear while on the highway. (Ok, so our we putting recorders in the cars to find this out?)
- It is illegal to remove a public building by writing on it. (Is this just trying to saw graffiti is illegal?)
- Citizens may not swim in the public fountains within the city limits. (Well this would seem line common sense)
DUMB: Stealing a car. DUMBER: Stealing a city bus. DUMBERER: Stealing a city bus, driving the bus on its route and picking up passengers.
FERN PARK, Fla. (AP) — A 15-year-old boy was sentenced Monday to four years in a juvenile-treatment program after deputies stopped him while driving a stolen bus along a public transit route, picking up passengers and collecting fares.
A judge also sentenced Ritchie Calvin Davis to an additional four months in a treatment program for trespassing and theft linked to an unrelated break-in at a United Way office, the Orlando Sentinel reported for Tuesday editions.
Davis also lost his driving privileges for a year, though he doesn’t have a driver’s license. The sentence means he won’t be able to drive for a year after getting a permit or license.
Damn you Fern Park, Fla. How dare you destroy a child’s dream of wanting to be a bus driver! Does this mean you’ll start arresting kids who play Cops and Robbers for impersonating a police officer?
But does the punishment fit the crime, especially for a repeat offender? Taking away someone’s license who doesn’t have one to begin with is like placing a homeless man under house arrest.
But like a fine Vanessa Williams song, we’ve saved the best for last: he’s been convicted of the same crime. This is the second time he was caught stealing a city bus and driving its route, except the first time he had a fake license. Most kids use fake licenses to buy beer and get into adult places; this kid uses his to do a civil service job. Even juve hall has to have a class nerd.
April 10, 2008 @ 12:36 am · Filed under Uncategorized
Drunk driving is never a joke. In this case, it’s mildly humorous.
According to the AP, a woman drove drunk to a police station.
She actually works at the state police officer as a cleaning woman. Well, not anymore.
She also drove to work drunk with her 12-year-old son making their first driving lesson all the more awkward.
I remember this one happening....I can't believe that there are cops out there that are that ignorant.
May 22, 2006 @ 6:57 am · Filed under Corrupt Cops
Maryland apparently has their own brand of protecting and serving.
WBAL-TV 11 News I-Team reporter David Collins said Joshua Kelly and Llara Brook, of Chantilly, Va., got lost leaving an Orioles game on Saturday. Collins reported a city officer arrested them for trespassing on a public street while they were asking for directions .
“In jail for eight hours — sleeping on a concrete floor next to a toilet,” Kelly said.
Hopelessly lost, relief melted away concerns after they spotted a police vehicle.
“I said, ‘Thank goodness, could you please get us to 95?” Kelly said.
“The first thing that she said to us was no — you just ran that stop sign, pull over,” Brook said. “It wasn’t a big deal. We’ll pay the stop sign violation, but can we have directions?”
“What she said was ‘You found your own way in here, you can find your own way out.’” Kelly said.
Collins said the couple spotted another police vehicle and flagged that officer down for directions. But Officer Natalie Preston, a six-year veteran of the force, intervened.
“That really threw us for a loop when she stepped in between our cars,” Kelly said. “(She) said my partner is not going to step in front of me and tell you directions if I’m not.”
And adding insult to injury:
Collins said the couple was released from jail without being charged with anything…
Collins said police left Kelly’s car unlocked and the windows down at the impound lot. He reported a cell phone charger, pair of sunglasses and 20 CDs were stolen.
Baltimore City police said they are looking into the incident.
Welcome to Baltimore.
November 22, 2005 @ 11:50 pm · Filed under News Links
When a Highway Patrol officer was making a routine traffic stop, he discovered two dummies inside the vehicle. But only one was human. The somewhat clever dumb criminal was driving in a carpool lane with a kickboxing dummy in his passenger seat. According to polive, officers patrolling the HOV lanes position themselves at the bottom of inclines, which allows them to see into approaching vehicles. Officers used this vantage point to discover an unusual detail about the other occupant of this criminal’s car: the passenger had no legs. The officer drove after the vehicle and ordered the driver to pull over. When he peered into the window, he saw a seat-belted and well-dressed dummy. The officer removed the dummy from the car and placed it on the side of the freeway, to the amusement of passing drivers. The driver was given a hefty citation, and his dummy was confiscated.
September 7, 2005 @ 7:51 pm · Filed under Cars
It’s a small world after all, it’s a small world after all, it’s a small world after all…
Getting annoyed already? Well, you’re not alone, and neither is this next dumb criminal. Police in West Hartford, Conn., arrested the 46-year-old man on August 21 after he threatened to castrate an ice cream truck driver. According to Sgt. Jeff Rose of the West Hartford Police Department, the truck was making its way through a residential street when Flynn suddenly ran out of his house and planted himself in front of the slow-moving vehicle. Flynn was allegedly holding a pair of hedge clippers that he waved at the 17-year-old driver. He ordered the driver to turn off the truck’s jingle and to leave the area. “The truck was playing ‘It’s a Small World,’” Rose said. “[Flynn] later told us he hates ice cream truck music.” As the driver drove away, Flynn ran alongside the truck and made cutting motions with his hedge clippers. Flynn was later arrested and charged with threatening and breach of peace. He was released on $500 bond.___________________________________________________________________
Got to love the intelligence of people....
A car was driving by, going south bound on California Ave. The driver honked, so naturally I looked and I saw the passenger flicking me off. Naturally pride comes into play here so they were pulled over by the police. The driver asked what was the reason for the stop, and it was explained to him the passenger made an illegal arm signal as ordinance states all hand signals shall be done from the drivers side window (referring to turning, stopping slowing hand signals). Then they asked the passenger for identification to write him the citation, while doing so, I checked him for warrants, and he was wanted for armed robbery on the West Coast. He then was arrested and extradited back to California.
Just goes to show technology can be an asset..
May 9, 2005 @ 12:16 am · Filed under Robberies
In the Detroit area, two patrol officers went into a neighborhood to show children the new computer equipment they had. R. C. Gaitlin, 21, was also curious. When he asked how the system work, the officers asked him for some identification. After turning over his driver’s license, Gaitlin was quickly arrested. The computer showed that he was wanted for a two year old armed robbery.
Good thinking on the clerks part.....
May 9, 2005 @ 12:16 am · Filed under Robberies
An 18-year-old man was charged with robbing a 7-11. When he walked in, pulled a gun a demanded money, the employee didn’t panic. She calmly said, “I don’t think you’re old enough to be robbing us. Don’t you have to be at least 16?” The thief then proceeded to pull out his wallet and showed the clerk his driver’s license. The clerk quickly memorized the information on the license, than gave the thief the money. The cops arrested the robber at his home.
Thants all for today kiddies....Ill update soon!
Monday, September 22, 2008
i figured Id give an update.....School did not happen for me today and I went back to the doctors. I was given a pain killer cause my face still hurts but thankfully the stuff is slowly oozing out now...about 8 this morning while on the phone with my friend Nicki, I had a hot compress to my face, and I felt something funny so I pulled the cloth away and saw something green, so I went to the bath room...and i looked like Snot had exploded in my nose, turns out one of my bumps had finally burst and the pain has subsided some but not a whole lot.....Im allowed to return to school Wednesday so yippee!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
So funny things that have happened:
1. I couldn't figure out why one of my students kept calling me Mrs. Hickey, I explained to her that I'm not married so I'm a Ms. but she insisted that I was married....so I asked to who, and she said "that guy that picked you when you left half a day", that guy is one of my classmates, and there's NO way I'd even date him let alone marry him!
2. My kids watch way too much TV and here's why: While going over vocabulary for a story they would be reading one of the vocabulary words was diet. One kid busts out with: Diets dont work, and right after that kid two says: But weight watchers does!
I nearly peed myself when they said that! lol
3. These kids also like to repeat things that their parents say, during that same Vocab lesson one of their vocabulary words was Dairy, and so my mentor teacher was getting the studnets to label foods that go in the dairy group. One of the little girls said: "I know cheese is good for you but if you too much of it, it can really bind you up!" I was nearly on the floor with that one....I mean who expects to hear a second grader to say! lol
My Students are also really sweet!
1. One little boy always asks me and my mentor teacher if theres anything he can do before he leaves to go home.
2. After I picked up the students from gym one day I felt a poke on my stomach, I looked down to scold the culprit, to find that this little was giving me the sticker she had earned that day!
3. Most of the time the students will congratulate each other for a job well done, which is so endearing and a great way to build up a closeness between the students!
Well I have lots to do in order to be prepared for tomorrow and the following day so If I think of anything else Ill let ya know!
P.S. HI DAWN!!!!! :-D
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
taken with it!
This week I have also learned that nights like these with other young adults are completely necessary or you will lose your ever lovin' mind while teaching! In fact I think I acted goofier than usual because my brain is becoming mush from dealing with 6,7, and 8 year olds all day, five days a week! So becoming a hermit this semester may not be an option and I hope that Jen keeps me from becoming that hermit! Alright off of here to get a shower and think of whats going on tonight :-D see ya!