SO much for my happy ending.......

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...
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Just frustrated and annoyed to Bobby my feelings are not number 1 and I'm pretty sure that they should be. Bobby and his brother decided that we would have thanksgiving dinner here at our house. I do not remember either of them telling me this....that's a pretty big deal and one I would have put my foot down on. Its a big deal because I have my portfolio due next week and his parents smoke....I don't want my house smelling like smoke, I don't want my clothes smelling like smoke...and I really do not like the fact that now I am more likely to get a sinus infection from being around the smoke or worse bronchitis. Well I flipped out on Bobby and somehow out of my flipping out he took away that I wanted him to ask permission to have dinner here.....well no but I wish you would have asked me what my thoughts were on it since this is my house too. Evidently Im in the wrong for that as welll......its just a nasty power struggle on his end. Plus his brother keeps going to him and saying how I do nothing around the house...thats right I dont you know why because I teach all freakin' day when I get home Im beat....then I still have to lesson plan or do other work for school....seriously people do you think I want to do anything else.....and instead of Bobby standing up for me....he decides to bitch at me because thats easier than telling his brother he knows where the door is at if he's not happy here. SO Ive decided that if he behavior doesnt change and he doesnt start putting me first Im done Im gone Im leaving....