Saturday, February 21, 2009
I am now an official Phi Theta Kappa Alumni Member lol....which means well right now I dunno what it mean lol. Well I think it means that I help support my local chapter, and help out in any way that I possibly can so thats fun! :-). My friend Meghan was elected to be the secretary of the alumni so she pretty much said that I have to go to every meeting with her. So I am ok with that. I just need to remember that, it is not as serious as they make it out to be and not get sucked into the stupid drama. I was there for less than 10 min last night and had to step back and be like NO! I am here to help if need be and to visit and have fun...I will NOT get sucked into being stressed out with everyone else because in the end it really is not that big of a deal. Which was a mistake I made the last time....I was stressed only because everyone else was stressed, and at the time I was extremely sensitive to how others were feeling and would internalize thier feelings as my own...and looking back I should have been the voice of reason going theres no reason to be like that.....but I wasnt....but now I can be :-D....honestly I am still wondering what I got myself into lol btu the rest of the alumni are wonderful and it really should be fun :-) I just have to be the voice of reason lol....alrighty Im gonna go now ttyl!